I was excited on Tuesday to finally get the 2 matching purple lines on the OPK strip and didn't freak out when it was still purple on Weds. Thursday i took THREE tests and two were definitely positive and I started to worry. I spent the afternoon reading all sorts of info regarding if this was normal, OK or if my PCOS was causing the problem. Needless to say, I took a THIRD test when we got home from a soccer game around 10pm and it was negative which got me excited again that I had O'd. So, for good measure I thought I'd double check today at 10am with another test. Well, I'm back to worrying a bit. The line was very close if not the same color as the control. I'm thinking the negative on Thursday is from all the water and beer i drank at the game. Guess in 10 days I'll know.
I am starting to worry that my PCOS is really going to play a bigger role in TTC than I/we had hoped. I think our odds are good that there was potential for fertilization but those darn tests now have me worried. I go back and forth because I did not have any surge signs until Tuesday. I had been testing since the Friday before. Now, I'll just be extra sensitive to what my body is feeling and wondering if it is AF or preg. I have one more strip left, so yes, I will be testing again today.
ARGH!! Why is this so hard??