I'm rather numb today. I purchased pregnancy test yesterday will the intention to test on Friday which would be 8DPO. But I took it this morning and it was negative. I kept staring at it hoping a second line would appear. Then I went back to the calendar and the web for comfort. I haven't found any.
I ran through my mind the last 23 days and I'm second guessing everything. I really thougth we had done the deed when it counted but then I'm not even sure if I released an egg. I guess it was too much to expect to get pregnant first month trying. I just truly thought that taking the Clomid would make it happen.
Now, I just wish AF would come so i could plan for next month.